Dear Reader

Is waar , is waar my fellow streetmates ke 2012, 20 self , 20 whatever. God I am so thankful as long as I am still breathing as long as I am able to lay my head. Some people sleep with the empty stomach while others just surrounded by luxury everywhere. Someone once said life is not fair, he was damn right.

Anyway this issue is the most influencial. Ke tladitse ke majita ka dai ding, face to face ba chuna di cocktails ko kasi. Their concept is not only bringing class to people's taste buds and style mo kasi it also minimizes too much alcohol. The less alcohol the better. What about those boys who constructed a very unique stadium ( makarapa). It shows that people are making something out of themselves.

I used to have a serious self confidence problem , u know, that feeling of doubting yourself just because someone is telling you that you won't make it is not a fact don"t let that get into you just remain positive. Don't depend on listening , just try to challenge your energy. Of course people will give advises sometimes but you need to challenge yourself how far you can go , if you make a mistake you will be able to rectify them easily.

Let me share something with you for a minute, one day I was watching some movie called "Heartless". Towards the end of the movie I picked up something that was very fruitful. The moment I heard what was said im immediately just jumped from the sofa and went like, aaah!! Cause those words were relating to my life, what I am and what I've been through..

Okay there was this boy having a huge birthmark on his face; it looked like he was bruised. He was so ashamed of himself very lonely distance so he was playing with his father at the park so boys were staring at him asking their fathers what's wrong with him
So his father sat him politely and said to him '' son let me share a story with you, one day we were at the camp at night suddenly I looked up and god I saw stars, I never seen so many and it was really dark to see the stars so when things are dark in your life you able to see more, you do thing that no one can understand. You see beyond everyone, that's not a curse it's a blessing.